Maybe the guilt I carry

is that I will never

be forgiven

for my anger.


  1. I had the same guilt for quite some time and sometimes it returns. John and I had a huge fight five months before he took his life. We never saw each other again. The truth is that he was intentionally pushing me away so that he could do what he was planning. No matter what the anger was about, you need to remember that every child/parent relationship has times where there is extreme angry. It is normal and not your fault. Believe me, I believe that your daughter has forgiven you. My son has forgiven me. Now it is time that we forgive ourselves.

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